Everything Thing is Going to Be Alright

There is a song and I don't even know who sings it but it says "everything is going to be alright." This song has been going through my head the last couple of days and it is true. Everything is going to be alright. Let's rewind a little it. On Thursday, I had my D&C. I was very nervous about having this procedure. As I kissed the kids goodbye on Wednesday to go with Grandma Lou I had this thought "I sure hope I get to see them again." Where did that thought come from? I have always been one to worry about everything and I started worrying what will happen if I don't wake up from the anesthesia? I worried all night about this and into the next morning. I got down on my knees and begged my Father in Heaven to allow me to get through this surgery and to wake up from it. Everything with the procedure went well and as I woke up in recovery I looked at the nurse and said "oh good I woke up" then I went back to sleep. Thank goodness for answered prayers. We had wonderful family and friends who helped take care of the kids for a few days so I could get some rest and recover. I was kind of in a daze for a few days. Now fast forward how do I know that everything is going to be alright? Well when I woke up on Saturday morning here is what happened:
1. My head felt clear for the first time in a week
2. Trayton was standing by my bed with a big smile ready to "feel me better" with his snuggles.
3. I got out of bed and looked in the back yard and Rick was playing fetch with the dog, who was enjoying every minute of it.
4. Harlee woke up and wanted to make sure we dressed like twins today. She wanted to be just like mommy.
5. The lawn got mowed and looked beautiful
6. The kids didn't leave my side all day and wanted to play with me.
7. All of this made me smile and I felt like ME.

Am I still sad? Yes I am sad for the little spirit that will not be coming into our home right now. I was so looking forward to holding that sweet baby. BUT everything is going to be alright, it is going to be more than alright. I have my family and my friends and they complete me. I am so blessed.